Angelina strove hard to mend her broken heart. In fact, she was able to compose another poem with a dozen stanzas on how she did it. She must have been truly inspired with the way her life is going at the moment. The poem briefly explains why. Her faith in God is the reason for her happiness.
Hereunder is the poem, entitled:
“Fixing the Bruised Heart of A Broken Angel”
When those you love deeply reject you, leave you, or die, your heart will be broken and there is nothing you can do but cry. Mending a broken heart is never easy, but there’s a way to stop hurting straightaway.
When everything in my life seemed so complicated, I didn’t want to fill my heart with so much hatred. Writing down all my thoughts in my journal helped me understand and reflect on life, I thought there was no point of living in the world of dreams and denial for life!
When I thought I would never be happy again, the love from friends becomes deeper, stronger and ingrained. When you’ve been given enough time to mourn, it’s time to slowly ease back into the world to look and feel like a newly born.
When the Holy Spirit entered my heart twice, it was the most powerful healing from the Lord above, oh it was real nice! A spiritual awakening stimulated my life bringing me to the surface again and making me a genuine follower of Christ.
When my heart was broken, I learned to embrace my talents in singing, recording and uploading songs like there’s no one listening. When my heart was broken, I felt I was beefed up with a brawny mind, and a heart rejoicing. When my heart was broken, I spent so much time at the steam area of the gym, like my skin was never burning and I punched the boxing bags like my arms and legs were never hurting. But I did not worry much coz everything will be in its proper place, a better and an upgraded angel is forthcoming.
When I fell in love for the first time, I was just a blooming teen, yes, it was an exciting life at thirteen (13). It was just a puppy love, not a serious one, you know what I mean. But the last time I fell in love, I was already thirty one (31), but he is just somebody I used to know, unfortunately he was not “the right one”! Surprisingly and if you noticed it, the signs 1 and 3 abound during the first and the last time I fell in love. Could this be an “auld lang syne” for my old loves?
When I moved to a whole new world called “abroad”, I got lost for the first time in the middle of the night, I got off at Batman Road. It was dark and scary, there was no bus or taxi, yet a stranger offered me a lift home like he was my ever-ready winged “homme”. I knew it was risky but when I told him I took Muay Thai class, he hurriedly brought me home safe and sound and from then on, I jokingly call him my hero named “Bathomme”.
When I went to a client, I got lost the second time around, but this time I mistakenly got off at the corner of Mary and Lord Street and to me that was meaningful. My client told me he will pick me up there so he doesn’t feel bored and awful. I know my name is Mary and should I call him my Lord? Oops, I’m just kidding and playful!
When I feel lost and all alone, I felt the Lord God is merely sending me a message to have strong faith in Him so as not to be left lone.I know that everything which happened to my life had a meaning and purpose coz now He is pouring me with so much love and affection. I would never forget there was someone who approached me in the city and prayed over me with compassion, I would never forget there was someone who showed me the right path and walked with me at the bus station.
When God destined me to be in Perth, the city with unobstructed views and stunning cityscapes, He wants Perth to be my new berth. There is nothing quite like photographing the world because of its beautiful landscapes. This is the place where I become more stronger physically and nearer to God, spiritually.
When someone told me my happy spirit gives me beauty, I simply smiled back in response, meekly. The smile on my face doesn’t mean my life is perfect, I just chose to be merry and sexy! Someone told me I am never alone coz I am with my phone to make me smile and dial and I will never be alone.
Lastly, when fixing a broken heart, it requires laugh, cry, acceptance, and a renewed heart to re-start loving. Praying was the best I did and God’s overwhelming replies were unfolding. When you decide to spread your wings and fly away, even with a broken heart, just listen to God intensely, coz He will always be there to wipe away the tears and mend your broken heart endlessly.